Tuesday, 21 April 2009

don't you remember when i was a bird and you were a map?

I am going to stay up as long as it takes to get this damn uni shit done today/early tomorrow.

Then, I'm going to study for my exams.

And finally, when my exams are done I'm going to go on a creative craze - writing every day, at least 100 words, trying out epic stories, 3,000 and up, drawing, you name it.

This summer will be epic.
I'm sure of it.

Monday, 6 April 2009

where do you see yourself in 10 years time? they always ask.

i saw the end today in a glass of water. i'd picked it up from the sea, and there it was - the end of the world. all the scientists, all the theorists, all the intellegence and affluence in the world couldn't save us. but maybe they didn't want to be saved. maybe existing is too goddamn hard. so if surviving doesn't scare me like it should, the end of the world should be nothing. right?