where do you see yourself in 10 years time? they always ask.

i saw the end today in a glass of water. i'd picked it up from the sea, and there it was - the end of the world. all the scientists, all the theorists, all the intellegence and affluence in the world couldn't save us. but maybe they didn't want to be saved. maybe existing is too goddamn hard. so if surviving doesn't scare me like it should, the end of the world should be nothing. right?